Have lost

Maybe its true. Maybe we dunno what we have till we've lost it then its seems like we've lost everything such our spirit and also our life. But maybe its also true that we dunno for what we're missing till we find it again. Urgh. again, again and again. I have lost myself cuz i've trying to find you. I didnt found anything else about you. 

The Siblings

Hi peeps, blogwalkers, know what the hell meaning of The Siblings? They're family members with different mom and dad. Huh. I feel very lucky that I've accepted to become a member of the group "The Siblings". They're part of my life. For the rest of bella's life. They're so funny you know? Heaven yeahh with all of them, had a great conversation with the siblings for every seconds. Lol

Do follow them on twitter and ask them to follow you back. Mention, InshaAllah they will follow you back asap. God willing. TQ for visiting yr pretty bella. aww back xD

The pain

My silence is just anotther words for my pain. The pain is not on the day of missing our dear one. but seriously its all about when you live without someone that you really love and without their presence in yr mind. I'm always running away from someone or something like always make me sad and feel a bit down. But i've never gotten away. That's me siti fairuz nabilah. i won't giving uppp. Sometimes how much faith we have, we lose people. But we will never can forget them easily. And sometimes. it's those memories that give us the strength too go on with out life. hmmp.

I must admit that no matter how hard it try to make me happy in the end it's never good enough cuz i always end up with hurting.

Result

Hello hi assalamualaikum. Hey batch95, how was your spm result? Its great right? Do you have achieved your dream to get an excellent results in SPM? Thats fine dewwww, no matter what happens to your dream, its cool good or bad. Just pleased and never give up okeh? Take it easy. 
I know that the hard work that youve done for yr spm exam, its important for our own future. I wish best of luck to all of you in yr future. Yaww. Anyone yang dapat result kurang memuaskan hati their parents or themselves, dont cry, dont be sad because we still have a long journey to achieve it. Effort. Yeah i've learn something bout this. If we dont try how to learn it, how to understand it and work hard, we will never get for anything that we want. Btw, pleaseeee take a deep breath in and breath out can ah? feel more better isnt? 

You dont have to see the whole staircase, just try to take the first step. Mulakan dari bawah.

May ALLAH succeed you in every exam of yr life. Goodluck guys xD

Haters

I wanna share with all people about my haters. Seriousluu its kinda funny for me cuz i still got no point why all of them benci sangat dekat i. Hahaha. but well. Haters Make Me Famous. No worries, im okay. Im so gladd to face with them. Guys, if people hate you with no reason , let it be. Let them to do so cause abviously they're either insecure, jealous or simply a bitch. lol. 
Im done enough with themmmm, seriousluu again, i love to being one of their enemies. I got so many haters then i got so many followers. Ahahaha. Dear bitch, pleasee stop make me laughing my ass off can ah huh? i dont need 140 reason to say, its just one words "THANKS" lalala~

Hi babes, dudes. Wanna know something? Love me or hate me but I swear it won't make me down or break my heart. Well yayaya, no heart feeling yeah? Some of my friends told me that they hate me cuz i've got something special. seriously you dont have it? Pity and poor girls. Can try to get it from me ah? Lmao.

Lookad this , special for my haters . Lookad for the next photo and the last one .

Friendship

What is the meaning of friendship? what is a friend? Lemme tell you all about it. For me, friend is 
someone who you think your life would be different if they didnt exist. Have you feel it before this?
A friend is someone who NEVER leaves you out, youre always included when youre with them.
A friend is there for you when you needed, no matter what. They'll always besides you. Hmm, but sometimes, we dont know either they really honest to befriend with us or nope. Am i right? There's nothing you could ever say or do that would make you less than my bestfriend. I love them so damn much. Ezzy have always made me laugh loudly but sometimes shes always annoyed my feel. lol. Yanie a woman who has never been serious with what she did. But had a million privileges behind her character. Ain although she always left me and the friends, always disappeared, but she will never go far away from us. She will return back with a thousand cheer :)
Dear guys, youre stupid, you fail, youre weird, youre not perfect but thats okay cuz i love all of you.
We laugh at the randomest things, you guys know my ugliest side. Eventhough we disagree sometimes, we never fight. When im sad, three of you always there for me to make sure im okayy.
Thanks for being there for me when i needed. I LOVE THREE OF YOU. :')

Life without love is like a tree without blossom and the fruit. But me without you is like body without a spirit.
We choose our joy and sorrows long before we experience them. It's about me. Of course. 
How painful and its hurt when we've been cheated by those we love, those that we really trust.
No matter the situation is, life will continue on.
Seriouslyy i have done enough with this, one bad memory and all the tears coming falling down from my eyes. I miss all the moment with you. Happiness, sadness whatever it is, i miss everything  for what we've been through and face together. 
"I GET TOO HAPPY WHEN YOU TALK YO ME"