Have lost

Maybe its true. Maybe we dunno what we have till we've lost it then its seems like we've lost everything such our spirit and also our life. But maybe its also true that we dunno for what we're missing till we find it again. Urgh. again, again and again. I have lost myself cuz i've trying to find you. I didnt found anything else about you. 

The Siblings

Hi peeps, blogwalkers, know what the hell meaning of The Siblings? They're family members with different mom and dad. Huh. I feel very lucky that I've accepted to become a member of the group "The Siblings". They're part of my life. For the rest of bella's life. They're so funny you know? Heaven yeahh with all of them, had a great conversation with the siblings for every seconds. Lol

Do follow them on twitter and ask them to follow you back. Mention, InshaAllah they will follow you back asap. God willing. TQ for visiting yr pretty bella. aww back xD

The pain

My silence is just anotther words for my pain. The pain is not on the day of missing our dear one. but seriously its all about when you live without someone that you really love and without their presence in yr mind. I'm always running away from someone or something like always make me sad and feel a bit down. But i've never gotten away. That's me siti fairuz nabilah. i won't giving uppp. Sometimes how much faith we have, we lose people. But we will never can forget them easily. And sometimes. it's those memories that give us the strength too go on with out life. hmmp.

I must admit that no matter how hard it try to make me happy in the end it's never good enough cuz i always end up with hurting.

Result

Hello hi assalamualaikum. Hey batch95, how was your spm result? Its great right? Do you have achieved your dream to get an excellent results in SPM? Thats fine dewwww, no matter what happens to your dream, its cool good or bad. Just pleased and never give up okeh? Take it easy. 
I know that the hard work that youve done for yr spm exam, its important for our own future. I wish best of luck to all of you in yr future. Yaww. Anyone yang dapat result kurang memuaskan hati their parents or themselves, dont cry, dont be sad because we still have a long journey to achieve it. Effort. Yeah i've learn something bout this. If we dont try how to learn it, how to understand it and work hard, we will never get for anything that we want. Btw, pleaseeee take a deep breath in and breath out can ah? feel more better isnt? 

You dont have to see the whole staircase, just try to take the first step. Mulakan dari bawah.

May ALLAH succeed you in every exam of yr life. Goodluck guys xD

Haters

I wanna share with all people about my haters. Seriousluu its kinda funny for me cuz i still got no point why all of them benci sangat dekat i. Hahaha. but well. Haters Make Me Famous. No worries, im okay. Im so gladd to face with them. Guys, if people hate you with no reason , let it be. Let them to do so cause abviously they're either insecure, jealous or simply a bitch. lol. 
Im done enough with themmmm, seriousluu again, i love to being one of their enemies. I got so many haters then i got so many followers. Ahahaha. Dear bitch, pleasee stop make me laughing my ass off can ah huh? i dont need 140 reason to say, its just one words "THANKS" lalala~

Hi babes, dudes. Wanna know something? Love me or hate me but I swear it won't make me down or break my heart. Well yayaya, no heart feeling yeah? Some of my friends told me that they hate me cuz i've got something special. seriously you dont have it? Pity and poor girls. Can try to get it from me ah? Lmao.

Lookad this , special for my haters . Lookad for the next photo and the last one .

Friendship

What is the meaning of friendship? what is a friend? Lemme tell you all about it. For me, friend is 
someone who you think your life would be different if they didnt exist. Have you feel it before this?
A friend is someone who NEVER leaves you out, youre always included when youre with them.
A friend is there for you when you needed, no matter what. They'll always besides you. Hmm, but sometimes, we dont know either they really honest to befriend with us or nope. Am i right? There's nothing you could ever say or do that would make you less than my bestfriend. I love them so damn much. Ezzy have always made me laugh loudly but sometimes shes always annoyed my feel. lol. Yanie a woman who has never been serious with what she did. But had a million privileges behind her character. Ain although she always left me and the friends, always disappeared, but she will never go far away from us. She will return back with a thousand cheer :)
Dear guys, youre stupid, you fail, youre weird, youre not perfect but thats okay cuz i love all of you.
We laugh at the randomest things, you guys know my ugliest side. Eventhough we disagree sometimes, we never fight. When im sad, three of you always there for me to make sure im okayy.
Thanks for being there for me when i needed. I LOVE THREE OF YOU. :')

Life without love is like a tree without blossom and the fruit. But me without you is like body without a spirit.
We choose our joy and sorrows long before we experience them. It's about me. Of course. 
How painful and its hurt when we've been cheated by those we love, those that we really trust.
No matter the situation is, life will continue on.
Seriouslyy i have done enough with this, one bad memory and all the tears coming falling down from my eyes. I miss all the moment with you. Happiness, sadness whatever it is, i miss everything  for what we've been through and face together. 
"I GET TOO HAPPY WHEN YOU TALK YO ME"

My life couldn't be completed.

Life. What's playing on yr mind about LIFE? Difficulty to arrange yr step? Difficulty in making decisions? Difficulty in thinking? or? Whatsoever it is, it will never satisfy our requirements. why? cuz life is nothing. Sometimes people are beautiful, not in looks. But just the way they are. Same goes on me. If you focus on what you left behind, you'll never know what lies aheaddd. So go up and look around.

As long as everything dalam life you can makes you feel happy and satiesfied, dont ever try to waste it. Use it smartly. 

Secret

Sometimes without our realize that we often make so manyyy mistakes. Dont show that we've down  easilyyy cuz of what is being criticized by others about us. No matter what, we cant close their mouth to be silentt. Just hope and pray for them to stop using our name and talk with their partner and leave their conversation that have a relation about us.
Everyone has their own secret and they have a right to keep their secret without story to othersss. Maybe. You're my friend, but i need some space to share with you bout my life.
It's complicated. Difficult. And so on.

Jangan terlalu percayakan someone eventhough they're someone yang rapat dengan kita. very close indeed.
While our own family will never necessarily be able to keep our secret as possible. So should we share our secrets to them that there was no blood relationship with us? they were just friends. Nothing more than that.
We're just friend, there's no such thingg.

Rindu

Assalamualaikum blogwalkers MOHON JAWAB SALAM DULU jam menunjukkan pada pukul 3:54 am dan bella masih tak boleh tidur . Dah kena penangan rindu dekat si jantung hati la nii :( SAYANG , BABY RINDU ! CALL LA RINDU RINDU RINDU NAK LOKKK :( hee , saja ambil mood . Besok i'm going to driving license class , but I've no shoes yang suitable to wear untuk class soon ;( I don't know what to write then post at this moment because I already feel tired and sleepy. To love, I hope you're sleeping well, I'm sorry I didn't call you but we already keep in touch on facebook right ? :( Hopefully someday you'll understand why :)there are no things that happen for no reason . I LOVE YOU .

Dear Awak

ASSALAMUALAIKUM , MOHON DIJAWAB SALAM INI :') SELAYAKNYA ENGKAU TAHU BETAPA AKU MENCINTAIMU SELAYAKNYA ENGKAU MENGERTI ENGKAU KU KAGUMI :') Pertama sekali , saya pun tak tahu kenapa saya sedih sangat , emotional sangat rasa :( Dear sayang , nak mengaku boleh tak yang kita sayang awak sangat sangat . Duk pikiaq duk teringat awak jaa ni :') dah gaduh kan , kita minta maaf la kalau kita banyak buat salah dekat awak , MOHON AWAK TAHU KITA TAK BERNIAT kita harap awak faham , kita buat semua untuk kebaikan awak , kebaikan kita bersama :') Kalau sayang baca ni jangan sesedih naa ? kita sayang awak sampai bila bila , awak yang terakhir . Kita tak janji , tapi kita harap itu lah yang akan terjadi .

Burung Biru ^^

Hello followers and blogwaking . Now i wanna story and sharing with you guys about BIRD . NO! i dont talk about your bird or another species of any bird . "IT ITS ONLY BURUNG BIRU" Yeahh exactly for twitter ;)then I'm sure all of you have a twitter account;) have you enjoy with your twitter ? so let me know what's your humble opinion about twitter :D Before I wanna share with you guys more simply about social networking site twitter . i have one request !

DO FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER @BELLAWINSOME

Well guys , i dont force you to follow me and i just ask you . It's totally depends on you ;) You know what , at first i didn't love to spend my free time for twitter cuz i think it's just a bit annoying . BUT FINALLY ! well hello bella in love with twitter . How can i gonna be mad with twitter ? lol HAHA , ive spend my time on twitter it's not cuz i wanna find for couple . hehe , it's just for fun :) Twitter can be like my open diary which can be read by all twitter users , so I would'nt be strange why everyone knows about me. I went through a lot of something that i wont forget since i know twitter . Such as , I met my new friends , fight each other and so on ~~ ALREADY SHOWN AT 5 AM so guys , i'm gonna off to bed cuz tomorrow i had to finish some job ;) WAIT SECONDS , i wanna introduce to all of you babe and dudes for my bestie life ever :D they are friends of mine when I laugh, cry and smile :')

I LOVE YOU THREE OF YOU SO DEEPLY

She is Ezzy winsome that always seemed cheerful but very romantic! She love to cry when she faced with a sad and often share joy and sorrows of her life with me . Do follow her on twitter

This is Yanie winsome that always makes me laugh with her ​​behaviour! an often laugh , a friend who is making her friends smile and I love her . Do follow her on twitter .

And the last one is Ain winsome ! She is one of my winsome that always being my good teacher , soft spoken , never violent to me and very sensitive so muchy muchyy . Do follow her on twitter

We are the winsome gang . So to those who don't love or like us , you just can desist from our lives and hell yeah ;)

DEAR MY WINSOME , MAY ALLAH BLESS OUR FRIENDSHIP TILL HERE AFTER AND DON'T EVERY TRY TO BETRAY OR CHEATING EACH OTHER ;)

FOLLOW ME AND THEM ;)